So much seemed to happen at AUSA that I'm going to simply provide a watered-down version of it, otherwise I'll end up writing a novel of love XD.

Friday was kick-started with two hours of sleep because I was up till 4am trying to finish my Karasu cosplay (who was never completed, more on that later). I actually ended up commissioning the help of my entire manufacturing class with making his mask, which turned out pretty amazing . Kit, Neko, and I hopped into the dope ass Disney train car packed with all of our stuff and barreled along excitedly to the con. Everything was such a blur, I barely remember many details XD.

I lost my glasses, or rather, they were stolen. Faggotry I say. But all the same we met up with an old Saix cosplayer and had much fun as Sora and Marluxia. It was at this point that we met the highlight of the whole con for me.

A very. Very. VERY wonderful Sho Minamimoto cosplayer from The World Ends With You. He was probably the funniest and most adorable thing that I have met in ages. I REALLY hope that I get to see him again at Katsucon, I'm going to try to get/play TWEWY just because of him!! Here's a picture of him for you curious little readers:


I miss him so.


Haha, I loved his contacts

We also met the second best thing to happen all con: The elevator guy. A mysterious yet also extremely cute man that was the source of frequent hugging between Kit and I all con.

We also ran into the best kinds of friends, the tried and true . We saw Jenny, Katsuya, and Nikki. I miss you all so much already!!!

EIGHT ways to win your heart;

8. Being funny and light-hearted. I'm a very serious person a lot of the time, and I love it when people get me to smile.
7. Dedication. I want to know that you'll never leave me, or that you'll try your best to not hurt me.
6. Connection. I have a very wild sense of humor (sometimes stupid, sometimes sophisticated) and I love what I love, instead of judging me, why not try to understand?
5. Make my heart flutter :3.
4. Honesty. I am a rather slow-witted person and I'm extremely gullible, so it hurts deeply if I discover that you're pulling the wool over my eyes.
3. Be forward. I'm too shy to take anything further, and I'm pretty traditional with things.
2. Care for me, let me know that I actually mean something to you and that I'm not crazy when I feel my heart clench around you.
1. Support me. I need a friend more than anything, be loose, be loving, save the earth! 8D

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot;

7. Wesker~~!!
6. Video Games
5. "I hate life..."
4. Computers and technology
3. "Don't look at my face...please..."
2. "I wonder what Kit is up to?"
1. "Have I done everything I should?"

SIX things you wish you could say to SIX different people right now;

6. I can't stand you more often than not. Why can't you simply comprehend that YOU are the cause of all of my pain? That YOU make me want to either die or give up entirely on my future? If you don't care for me then say so. There's a reason why we don't ever hang out, why I stay away from you. I hope you wake up one day and realize why I'm not there.
5. I don't hate you, I never have and I never will. I still talk about you and the long nights we used to have together frequently. Life has played a foul hand in our relationship and I wish I could just let you know that it's okay, this is the way things are and the way that they probably will be. We're still friends and always will be, I am always open to talking, just let me know that you're serious.
4. I feel like we could have a more awesome friendship if only we had the chance to get together more. I will wait for the day that we can hang out and realize how many things we have in common.
3. Just go away. I have moved on with my life, why haven't you?
2. You have been an irreplaceable asset to my life. I will always try to help you in any way you need, just send me a smoke signal and I'll run to do whatever I can. You're a fantastically wonderfully amazingly awesome person full of awesomesauce poured over a dish of cool beans. I hope that we're good friends for years to come.
1. You mean more to me than I could ever let you know. You're my other half, the part of me that I reach out to when I feel my world crashing down around me. I love you like a sister and a best friend, I want to be there for you whenever you need me. I will never be upset with you to the point of not being willing to iron things out. I wouldn't trade you for the world.

FIVE things you do before you fall asleep;

5. Play video games/watch TV
4. Fret over the homework that I didn't do
3. Computer~
2. Talk to Kit and Waru
1. Shower and brush my teeth

FOUR things you see right now;

4. Basket of clothes
3. My plushies and Death Note pillow
2. The TV
1. My Wii *wants to play BADLY*

THREE songs that you listen to often;

3. Rise Against songs in general
2. Overworld from FFX
1. Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach

TWO things you want to do before you die;

2. Push the WORLD in the right direction to saving itself
1. Be a famous cosplayer on YouTube

ONE confession;

1. I am an extremely jealous person through and through. Most of my complaints are jealousy and desire, I want a lot out of life that I can't have. I think that I'm spoiled, and I try to take it out on others at times. If I call you my friend, I am telling you that I love you, so please don't let my jealousy tell you otherwise.

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IT HAS BEEN FAR TOO LONG MY PRETTIES!!!

Tell me how you are~! I DEMAND IT!!!

Have you ever been sitting/walking/driving/doing-something-that-at-the-time-seems-rather-important-but you-later-look-back-and-wonder-why-the-hell-you-were-wasting-your-time, and suddenly have the revelation that the one person you truly relied on, has turned their back on you entirely? Suddenly the people you never truly valued become pure gold.

Yeah.....

I have given up on the one person who was important in my life...

The person who decided not to make any more abominations...

Because they are now fucking selling ANIMAL PRINT SNUGGIES.

All of a sudden I value all of those people who created gasoline, matches, and fire-starting materials. So thank you fire-starters. I love you all. Srsly.